I’m having trouble getting back to sleep.
do you ever get in one of those moods where you’re like feeling okay but you’re really sad at the same time and you just want to talk to someone and make them hug you but you feel annoying so you kind of just sit there being really sad
- me when i dont got this: i got this
I’m not in the mood for anything but a nap tbh.
I hate shirtless white boys who think they’re doing humanity a favor if they call a girl beautiful go get high off your axe deodorant spray
current emotion: 20% battery
Things I want:
• fur blanket
• x-men shirt
• $40 for comics
Currently taking offers for a free lap topsomeone should give me a lap top for free…
Hugs are really nice sometimes.
I’ve been meaning to make money so that I can read comics in which my brother is currently living out his life. If anything, all I want is to at least watch him live on and support him with my heart even if it is universes away…
I’ve lost anything that could ever prove that I am me, I have lost my brother and all that I’ve done to prove myself a better life. I’ve saved so many other lives, fought battles, cheated, lied, dealt and cried many tears and served as punching bag for so many poor grieving souls whom needed something to put guilt on. And I was okay with that.
I have lost and sacrificed so much along my way. I have died… and parted from so many things which made me who I am all while trying to be good and save everyone.
Most days, I maintain a smile and stay optimistic and happy because that is what I like to be most. But sometimes, although not too often, I just think of my whole life in the matter of seconds. I think of all of it, gone. I miss home, the seas and stars of Asgard. The bland meats and honey drinks and choice of going where ever I want to be. I miss my body, my voice, and freedom and just being all of me.
Tonight was one of those times where I thought of so much, and I just fell to my knees, screamed into a pillow and sobbed.
When you are not someone else, you do not know what they must sit with each day. You do not know how heavy their thoughts, or constant feelings that they carry with them. Even if you do know, it is easy to forget because you have your own to worry about. The things people do and how they act are based off of the things they have been through, and this is something that is easily unthought once interacting with another. It is important to remember that each individual has their own unique story in which all have fought their own battles of life that lead them to the point that they are now.
There are two sides to every story.
Yelling at me and telling me that I am wrong is not trying to understand.